Nineteenth Duel [Text/Voice Post, Japanese]

[to_blossom]

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[There is an extremely long pause that follows once the recording starts. One that almost makes you wonder if Utena meant to turn on her communicator at all. But then she lets out a heavy sigh, and the faintest sound of a pillow being squeezed tightly between her arms can be heard.]

I'm... ...not very good at this, am I?

Prydain and Seifer... you were both counting on me, and I only let you down... I let myself be controlled, and acted out selfishly. I forgot who it was that I was really supposed be protecting in the first place, and in the end...

...

I couldn't protect anyone at all.



...I'm sorry.

[Click.]

[[ooc After watching so many of her friends die right in front of her and recalling how she was affected by the chip, Utena has been moping around in her room for the last two days and cutting herself off from mostly everyone else. - I'm sorry for the lack of tags during the event itself. I was having some unexpected voice issues.]]

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dkflghsfbfh;d I thought I tagged this orz

[beanie-pwns-u.livejournal.com]

[There's soft laughter for a moment, and he opens the door.]

You okay in here, Utena?

You failed harder than she did just now, senpai.

[to-blossom.livejournal.com]

[When Seifer opens the door, he will find a certain familiar pink-haired teenager pushing herself up from the floor and rubbing the small of her back with one hand at the same time.]

Geez... I should have known that you'd be into slapstick.

[Sigh] I'll live.